The 100 season 2, episode 9 will see the end of our favorite female friendship. Because even though Clarke killed Finn to spare him pain, Raven is holding her responsible for his death.

In the mid-season finale of The 100, a heartbreaking twist led Clarke (Eliza Taylor) to kill her love interest Finn (Thomas McDonell) in an effort to spare him from the torturous execution the Grounders had planned for him.

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We’ve had a month to cope with the loss of a main character, but when The 100 returns this week with season 2, episode 9, we might well have to prepare ourselves for losing another.

Raven (Lindsey Morgan) will be subject to the Grounders’ wrath when she is believed to have poisoned one of them, and while we don’t think she did it, we can certainly see why she’s their primary subject.

As we saw in “Spacewalker,” Raven is devastated by Finn’s death – and she’s blaming Clarke.

This sneak peek for The 100 season 2, episode 9, “Remember Me,” reveals a heartbreaking exchange between the former comrades, in which Raven makes her resentment towards Clarke painfully obvious:

The clip also reveals what the promotional pictures have already told us: obviously traumatized by what she did, Clarke will be haunted by visions of Finn.

And while this is terrible for her, we’re kind of glad to see Thomas McDonell stick around a bit longer!

‘The 100’ season 2, episode 9 airs Wednesday at 9/8c on The CW